I Love You

I love you but you're unavailable
I love you but you're blind.
I love you and you know it.
I love you but you've chosen not to care.
I love you but I'm emotionally fucked.
I love the fact that you're emotionally fucked too.
I love you but I love him too.
I love you but you avoid me
         like a dog avoiding a bath.
I love the way you pretend I'm invisible.
I love the way you move.
I love you because you hate me.
I love you because you love her.
I love how your voice drops an octave after you dance with me.
I love the press of your body against mine,
         our hands intertwined as we move.
I love to hate the way my stomach flips when you're around.
I love to hate how you make me feel.
I love how we're best friends.
I love how I can tell you anything
         no strings attached.
I love you but I can't be with you.
I love that you love me too.
I love you but you won't commit.
I love this deadlock we're in.